It is sometimes difficult to appreciate the fear induced inspiration that being around an emotionally unstable person brings.  I suppose the best way to find it again is to write her as she was and may still be.

A quick list of things that come to mind:

-Cheating-Caught her passed out drunk with some guy in my bed

-Addiction-Ultra-angry drunk, possible well-hidden meth addiction

-Crying-Very upset and untrusting pretty much all the time

-Fighting-Punched me with little provocation no less than twice, picked fights with strangers

-Her hair fell out-Possibly as a result of our relationship; I was blamed anyway

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